Why do I keep thinking about the constellation

I need to get this out of my system, it's dragging me down.

So Bonita explained that it would be best if the the All Stars faction leader would have it during raids, because he has the most buff and had the highest family level. I was thinking, I did not win this so that you can play with it, it's difficult to get one and then you think I can easily lend it.

Doesn't matter now, constellations are not that uber.

And then it was clear they only let me join All Stars because of what I had.

I wish she just left me alone, so that I remained clueless as to how much the Constellation bracelets could have been worth back then, so that I would not have acted against my better judgment, and I would still be a pure, good, untainted gamer :)

But it was a game. It was thrilling to be invited in All Stars ^_^ And sure, I can decide for my own, I just didn't make the right decision. I caved in and was corrupted, like the One Ring in Lord of the Rings lol maybe I'll turn into Gollum... my precioussss

Well, I'm back to a nobody and it feels good to be playing again. Although there are times now that I don't know what else to do. Grinding has been boring again.

I did place "Fantastic Ads Awards 2009 Grand Prize Winner" in my family profile. I was ashamed before, and I wanted to keep a low profile, but it is who I am.

Now, with Cerosplus, I was so engrossed in doing the Arsene raid that I forgot to make my bid. So, rules are rules, I asked the faction members if I can still bid, they said no, it's past the deadline. Ok, whatever.

Off I go to play ^_^

It's like every problem now, it's so difficult, that to cope with it, I play ^_^

This game is like therapy...

I can vent my anger on an unsuspecting afk trio, kill steal them, but that's what I did before, not anymore. I noticed I get disconnected if I encroach upon the circle of another player. So, I just cover a big, empty area. Who cares if my characters take two spots? There's no line there that says I can't do that.

Well, getting the vault loots won't be much good to me either. I don't want the level 100 weapons and armors, I just lose vis when I break them. I don't want the rings either. I don't turn them into black oxides. I bought high quality gems, and then everyone was wondering, why did I buy that, and now, they copy me.

So the faction raid picked up a Pisces last June 3. I don't care anymore if they keep it for themselves. I'm sure they have a conscience.

It makes me happy that a new faction member like me got the coveted Veteran Chips and 100 Chips. Leonneth is going to be rich! If he/she could get them, it gives me hope that I could too ^_^

Why am I so engrossed over this game.

Charm

I need to find charm, why am I predisposed to have this stupid attitude. It's better sometimes not to speak my mind, so that I won't incite trouble. Everything will be peaceful and harmonious that way.

Starting now, I will strive to be charming ^_^

Old players coming back

So I met someone who said he played four years ago but he forgot his password. So now, he's playing Musk, Wizard and Fighter.

Pictures to remind me of fun times :)

I'm super slow to react.



I wanted to join this but it's so colorful, it's like if I join, I'm admitting I like colorful ^_^
And I'm using my friend's account, so I don't know if that's possible. My account was banned.
Plus, you've got Desanggria, she's won the NaNoWriMo, 50,000 words and it's like, I don't have a chance.

Oh well, this blog is pink because I wanted to push the limits, make something outrageous. I have to be careful because I'm not like a child anymore who's testing my limits with my parents...So maybe this is what it means to be mature :)

Plus, that shooot machinima contest, but I don't have a Japanese visa lol so why bother joining (I also didn't want my sister's internet to disappear if I installed GE)

I kinda don't like Hellena's boobs, I still like the Elementalist's ^_^

In Div Unlimited blog, I like the old one, the Elemental Penetration one, that was funny :)

I don't know if I should just forget the past and just move on.

I'm moving on and enjoying the game ^_^

Sword 2, according to Starstorm-GE blog, it's in beta, well it did cross my mind to download it and start there, but then I imagined how I will make my characters to Master and then fill the quarters with many characters and then bring them all to Master too so that I will have a high family level...seriously, I can only play with Musks. I only spacebar.

CerosPlus faction, well, I like the point system, plus the accounting, but I don't like the vault holding on to the loots for one month. It doesn't gain interest, so why not release it as soon as we get it so that we can at least gain something immediately. I can sell it and then make money now instead of waiting one month (which, by the time I get it, my money could have already doubled...of course, that's theoretical). I don't want any of the level 100 items. If I break them, then I lose vis, and get one item that's +6. If I sell them, Le Blancs are hard to sell at 1m. I don't like th rings either. I like the chips, but everyone like the chips.

So I'm stuck with them for another month, which isn't so bad. I just wish they were more active. I can't play Arsene at midnight, because I would then have to sleep at 1am. All my exercise would be lost and I would be sleeping during the day, instead of exercising.

Running, I wish I can run some more!! The ground has been soggy because of the rain.

Acknowledgment

Iahed.livejournal.com, sometimes I agree, sometimes I don't

I want to play, to enjoy, to have fun :) but it's maintenance, so I can't play family rachmaninof

In other news, my favorite artist is back and she's on top of people ^_^

And Android, can't wait for the Mediatek androids

Still waiting for the 2ne1 comeback

I want to side with the cash :)

Well, they're flushed with cash now, and there's money to be made, I want to side with the winning side ^_^

GigaMedia's IAHGames and Blizzard Entertainment Partner to Bring StarCraft(R) II: Wings of Liberty(TM) to Southeast Asia

http://finance.yahoo.com/news/GigaMedias-IAHGames-and-prnews-2638658539.html?x=0&.v=101

Well, now they're not more of EA anymore (FIFA), they're more of Blizzard now...
In May 2010, we signed an agreement to acquire controlling ownership
of the region's leading online game publisher, operator and
distributor, IAHGames, to secure access to large, emerging markets in
Southeast Asia;

Gigamedia now has control. I wonder what decisions they will make.
Gigamedia has FunTown, Mahjong, Everest Poker...so maybe they will control and lean more on gambling...
But then, they had a deal with Blizzard, which is in line with the original love: WoW. That's not gambling...Also, game mentioned was StarCraft II: Wings of Liberty..like a PC game...it will be like Game Arena? Online? Probably

Maybe GE 4.5 on July 1, 2010 as well...I just love guessing :)

Ticker is GIGM. At last, they are listed ^_^ but, like bought... overall status is more games, more playing ^_^

So much pressure on actually making money instead of just rosy forecasts...giga was grilled omg makes me want a grilled sandwich ^_^

I'm a budding analyst but no more free guidance... they get wealthy while I don't
(they seem to be on the right track anyway)
well, one more layer of higher ups

focus on the positive:
more playing ^_^